this is really important guys. my ed is hitting hard lately and I’m not sure if i can fight it this time. i want to I really do but its so hard and every bite makes me want to cry and after every meal i hate myself a little more.
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KIK ME PLEASE
lexi2k16
i try so hard to get better and then my own mother treats me like trash and im right back where i was before- fearing that it will never get better. thinking I deserve this pain.
Every morning, I wake up and forget just for a second that it happened. But once my eyes open, it buries me like a landslide of sharp, sad rocks. Once my eyes open, I’m heavy, like there’s too much gravity on my heart.
She decided right then
and there “I’m going to
stop eating. This way, I
can feel physical pain
without other people
seeing it. They won’t
judge me - and I can be
beautiful”
lately my mood has been so weird. like one minute im so incredibly happy and full of hope, the next im crying listening to emo songs and wanting to die. next thing you know i have NO mood. im numb I don’t FEEL anything and im so scared that ill never be genuinely happy again.
BE A DECENT PERSON
DO NOT YELL AT PEOPLE!
screaming at others is a form of emotional and mental abuse. also you never know if the person you are yelling at has a mental illness like ANXIETY or DEPRESSION that will cause them to hate themselves even more and attempt suicide or self harm. its not worth it. DONT BE A DICK!
I’m sorry to everyone I have bothered with my depression. I know it’s my fault for thinking I deserve to be happy. Sorry
- Friend: *is nice to me*
- Me: You're only being my friend because you pity me. I don't want pity!!
- Me: You should hate me instead for being so horrible
- Me: But don't actually hate me plz
- Me: Or maybe you DO secretly hate me and you're planning to leave me. HOW DARE YOU THAT'S IT WE'RE DONE
- Me: ... wait what the actual fuck
